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November 14th, 2009

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November 3rd, 2009

03:47 pm finished, but I need to work on my color theory fanart stress relief Current Location: United States, Oregon, Corvallis Current Mood: sad Tags: art, sketchblog

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November 1st, 2009

01:21 pm - SKETCH BLOG THE FIRST for a contest at mangabullet oh and it is not done Current Location: United States, Oregon, Corvallis Current Mood: anxious Current Music: SLEEP TIGHT! GRIM RITE! Tags: art, faggot tree, sketchblog

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September 26th, 2009

03:26 am - sketchblogs and butts I'm thinking of making this a sketchblog- and on that note, I seem incapable of drawing because I am CONFIDENT everything I do is CRAP-- but I look at other peoples' work and it's what mine is, and it's fine, so why do I hate mine so much? is it because I'm hungry? god damn it. if I removed you from my friends list it is either because: -i don't feel like I know you -you are a butt if you don't think you're a butt and you think I know you or you WANT me to know you, let me know. but I am learning to have a spine, so I've been ...harvesting. what do you think of the sketchblog idea? Current Location: United States, Oregon, Corvallis Current Mood: guilty Current Music: twilight princess<3 Tags: butts, sketchblog

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February 18th, 2009

12:46 am - Writer's Block: Dream Trip If you could travel anywhere in the world, where would you go? View 503 Answers I would go home, honestly. This isn't a concept I feel I can adequately explain. I've never felt like I've been at home, except for very rare moments with my friends. I felt at home when I was seven with Maya rescuing princes. I felt at home when I was fourteen getting stoned with my bromies.... but. It's never been a permanent feeling. It is fleeting, a seconds affair. And I always feel a little sick after, like someone I don't like is touching me. But more literally, I would like to go home to the States. I feel a little like a chickenshit for saying this (since I've only been here for a few months), but though Taipei is glorious in all its smog and jungle and hornets and puppies and stinky tofu, there are times when I am wracked with a homesickness so overwhelming it feels like I'm going to, well, throw up. That's not an unfamiliar feeling. I felt like that a lot when I was a kid. My parents' divorced when I was five or six and never spoke to one another. So though their houses were only 2000 miles apart it felt like between them lay a rift in time and space. And smell. Smell is really prevalent wherever I am in time and space. The plane was the only place I felt at rest. Not at "home" exactly, but safe. One time I fell asleep on the plane and thought I was going to my dad's when in reality I was on my way back to my mom's. It was possibly the most disorienting feeling of my life-- more so than several hits of acid and a dark campsite full of fire dancers. I'm afraid that if I go back to the States, I'll want to come back to Taiwan. To be less intimate-- I'd like to travel to New Zealand, Japan, and London. That's it so far. Current Location: Xizhi, Taipei, Taiwan: Home Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: Dungeon Master ...Atlus... something Tags: home, travel, writer's block

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May 16th, 2007

10:42 pm Ha ha, I'm not getting married anymore, so um, sorry to all of those who were gonna be bridesmaids, if I DO end up getting married, you're still on my list ^_~ So um, yeah. Maya, I miss you a lot right now. 'Cause I see your stuff and your picture that you gave to Earthan when you were like, four, and it's so cute and I AM GOING TO GLOMP YOU AT TEH AIRPORT HAR HAR. I got my glasses today! Now I look kind of like Saffy from Absolutely Fabulous (the one on the left): Both my mother and my stepmother think they're Edwina and I'm Saffy.... it's rather silly. Current Location: home! Current Mood: uncomfortable Current Music: Ween :: Joppa Road

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December 7th, 2006

11:49 am - radio under the influence of the fcc I forgot to mention (esp to Maya) tonight is our indecency show well, right now is.... oops we might do it again in january right now I'm playing baby bitch we played the freakin' fcc song from family guy and it was fucking hilarious. unfortunately... we missed that part on the recording. if you're awake tonight or any other wednesday night/thursday morning from 3 to 5:30 AM you can listen to us at http://www.kboo.fm/listen or 90.7 FM ( combat card ) Current Mood: caffeinated Current Music: tool :: hooker with a penis

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October 17th, 2006

02:23 am - obligatory angst post People who were raped can smell the sick smell of their own guilty sweat and blood on the breath of everyone they meet who it has happened to. Current Mood: blank Current Music: Blue American :: Placebo

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October 2nd, 2006

01:17 pm - holy crap it's october. I didn't even notice. I've been drunk. And high. A lot. An explanation: .....I'm insane. Pretty literally. I had this dream last night that involved Final Fantasy -_-... because I'm a dork. Someone (I assumed Mark) bought me a magical love video game book (!) that everyone but I hated. It was the story of tiny Tidus (I think my brain mixed up Kingdom Hearts 2 with Final Fantasy X-2 -_-) and Yuna after FFX-2, but I was Yuna, and my dad hated it, and so did Ani, so I started screaming at everyone and it was very confusing. But meanwhile, in reality, I'm sitting in Mark's dirty work shirt with no underpants on and I have to be at work at 4:30. I should be studying but I'm reading about Iza and Maya. Is that all? Sometimes I don't know who I am anymore. Oh goodness. 'I always do the wrong thing but for very good reason.' Fuck yeah. edit 1:26. my dad's okay, but may be in jail for 10 days. Current Location: home Current Mood: restless Current Music: Jane's Addiction :: Price I Pay

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September 7th, 2006

05:39 am http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/middle_east/5325590.stm Watch this video, and tell me 9/11 wasn't staged. Tell me it isn't all a show. ..... SPAZOUT ( My Interests Collage! ) Create your own! Originally Written By ga_woo, Hosted and ReWritten by darkman424 Reply to this post and I give you a letter of the alphabet. Then you select 10 songs (preferably songs that you enjoy) that start with the letter given to you and post them in your journal (with these or similar instructions). lettterrrrr: A. 1. casey neill :: anger in motion 2. nirvarvna :: about a girl 3. david bowie :: ashes to ashes 4. dvda :: america fuck yeah 5. deadsy/orgy :: antipop 6. interpol :: a time to be so small 7. radiohead :: a punchup at a wedding 8. beatles :: a day in the life 9. faith no more :: ashes to ashes 10.pj harvey :: a place called home Current Location: home, at mark's computer on my desk Current Mood: high Current Music: faith no mo' :: midlife crisis

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September 5th, 2006

07:24 am - do not worry If I don't make sense.... Current Location: mark's computer; salsa Current Mood: high

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June 6th, 2006

03:08 pm LIES! LIES! THE FOLLOWING IS OUTDATED!!! ( Read more... )

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June 5th, 2006

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May 16th, 2006

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02:18 am - AHAYA! I just saw the best movie ever in the whole fucking world god damn. Current Location: upstairs Current Mood: hot Current Music: Amurica! FUCK YEAH!

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May 9th, 2006

01:10 pm - dolphins I read in the BBC today that dolphins have distinct names for one another, like humans. (Your participle is hanging!) The way they found this out was by catching wild dolphins, recording their whistles, and playing them back at them. That would be like if space aliens caught me, kept me in a tank, and played "Sylvia! Sylvia! Sylvia! Sylvia!" over and over and over again.... .... WHAT IF IT HAPPENS?!?!? Current Mood: hyper Current Music: sally simpson

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May 4th, 2006

12:49 am Ravyn:

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12:28 am - rehearsal rambling Tonight's rehearsal was much much better than last night's. Right now I'm at KBOO and on the air in 2 and a half hours... which is okay, I suppose, but I would like to go to sleep. Ira and Royal were really sweet to me tonight. I felt special. And no one in this show is a lech, so I feel okay with bouncing around in that tiny nightie. Thank goodness I could, because it was fucking hot. If you're coming to see TOMMY, bring a spray bottle and some hotpants. Fucking seriously. Current Location: KBOO Radio 20 SE 8th Ave Current Mood: gooooooooood Current Music: Life During Wartime :: BAHH! AGAHSHD! AHIFWNFIWN!!!

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May 3rd, 2006

12:10 am god damn, rehearsal sucked ass. i have a killer neck/headache. i need ribbon, but i'm (almost) out of money. i love this song! Current Location: upstairs Current Mood: poopy Current Music: system of a down :: sugar

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May 2nd, 2006

01:45 am Must... stay... awake... maybe... Mark... will come home.... *clunk* .... *snooooooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrre* Current Location: upstairs Current Mood: gassy Current Music: agh, sensation, agh, sensation, AGH! SENSATION!

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